Dear Dr. Kenneth McMullen,
There's so much I want to say to you in person right now just to clear the air, but as it stands we are not on speaking terms. I know this because I've tried to contact you over the years and you have not responded. I still love you like I would love my own father and I have come to understand that you have made the decisions you have made based on what you feel and see to be right before God and everyone else. I recognize that I have sinned against you on many occasions in the form of direct slander to your face or at least to your email account.
I can honestly say that I am sorry for the way I have acted, but if you think with me about it for a moment I believe that somewhere deep inside you will understand. Having lost custody of Felicity has been a huge disappointment and a huge loss in my life. Who is to blame? Is it you and your eldest daughter? Is it me? Is it an unfortunate development of a mental illness? Maybe it's just bad allergies? Or, maybe it is my sin? Or, maybe it is some mixture of many different elements?
I'm sorry, Ken. And, I'll probably have to apologize again and again. I don't want our lack of communication and bitterness towards one another to cloud my ability to become a member in the Associate Reformed Presbyterian Church. I desire to be united to a local church and for this reason I need to make amends with you. Thanks for all your prayers and love. Even though I've not heard you pray for me and I've never heard you tell me "I love you". I know that you do. And the feeling is mutual.
Your True Son in the Faith Among Many,
Tom Wilson
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